119

The 119th day..

^^

118

will that time ever come back?
.. when I could be here, spend all my day, just looking at you?


aish..


but it's ok ^^..
because I have you, in every little day of my life, already, kkeke.

115

Merry Christmas, Heenim!
:x
I wish you peace..
Can't give you any Xmas present, while so in love with your present - that's our gift already.. How lucky am I to have you as my idol, don't you know..


Thank you ^^.. for every day you are here and there, and everywhere..

113

Heenim ah,
tommorow is never another today,


that's why we HAVE to value this present that much,


..


you know what,
I have been in a dream,
thought I had to leave it,
this fantasy world, I will never forget.


..


Heenim ah,
in one of my most unreal dreams,
there is you.

109

Dear Heenim,
As if we could know how far a dream can lead us..

Please be healthy and take care of yourself :x

107

Today's first snow in my city

^^

it's for you kekeke.

ah..

actually it's my feeling today, hehehe.

105

".. forgetting,

sometimes..

..means you accept the truth with the slightest smile.."

104

Heenim, I'm scared.. ^^

I'm scared.

I'm scared.

..

but it's ok.

everything will be all right,

rite? :)

102

don't know how to give up on you..

100

à há, this day :D..

this smile ^^..

98

97

96

Heenim ah,
so sorry *though you don't know to even make me regret :))*
these days are crazy..


but now I'm here, writing for you,


don't know why,
seeing your photos with friends make me feel so happy,


hey stubborn guy,
hey!!!
what are you doing to us?


haiz..


I miss you,
miss you,
miss you..


but it's okay.


it's okay.


please take care of yourself,
and be healthy,


and, please, take care of Super Junior,


ahh..
today I listened to Twinkle twinkle little star..
I miss you,
but it's okay.


but I miss you,
but it's okay.

91

I don't often look at the past,
things I lost, I consider them as chances for something new happen.
that's that.
I will stay strong,

Heenim ah ^^..
sometimes when I call your name, miracle happens, you know~?

No, you don't..

Please stay healthy ^^..

That kind of person like me, don't spend time regretting the past,

but maybe that's the reason why my pain can't be cured easily..

kekeke.