119

The 119th day..

^^

118

will that time ever come back?
.. when I could be here, spend all my day, just looking at you?


aish..


but it's ok ^^..
because I have you, in every little day of my life, already, kkeke.

115

Merry Christmas, Heenim!
:x
I wish you peace..
Can't give you any Xmas present, while so in love with your present - that's our gift already.. How lucky am I to have you as my idol, don't you know..


Thank you ^^.. for every day you are here and there, and everywhere..

113

Heenim ah,
tommorow is never another today,


that's why we HAVE to value this present that much,


..


you know what,
I have been in a dream,
thought I had to leave it,
this fantasy world, I will never forget.


..


Heenim ah,
in one of my most unreal dreams,
there is you.

109

Dear Heenim,
As if we could know how far a dream can lead us..

Please be healthy and take care of yourself :x

107

Today's first snow in my city

^^

it's for you kekeke.

ah..

actually it's my feeling today, hehehe.

105

".. forgetting,

sometimes..

..means you accept the truth with the slightest smile.."

104

Heenim, I'm scared.. ^^

I'm scared.

I'm scared.

..

but it's ok.

everything will be all right,

rite? :)

102

don't know how to give up on you..

100

à há, this day :D..

this smile ^^..

98

97

96

Heenim ah,
so sorry *though you don't know to even make me regret :))*
these days are crazy..


but now I'm here, writing for you,


don't know why,
seeing your photos with friends make me feel so happy,


hey stubborn guy,
hey!!!
what are you doing to us?


haiz..


I miss you,
miss you,
miss you..


but it's okay.


it's okay.


please take care of yourself,
and be healthy,


and, please, take care of Super Junior,


ahh..
today I listened to Twinkle twinkle little star..
I miss you,
but it's okay.


but I miss you,
but it's okay.

91

I don't often look at the past,
things I lost, I consider them as chances for something new happen.
that's that.
I will stay strong,

Heenim ah ^^..
sometimes when I call your name, miracle happens, you know~?

No, you don't..

Please stay healthy ^^..

That kind of person like me, don't spend time regretting the past,

but maybe that's the reason why my pain can't be cured easily..

kekeke.

90

~ "my boyfriend will give me his money for me to see my oppa in concerts."

=))

have a nice day, Heenim :x

89

Heenim ah..
Let's treat each other with the deep thankfulness in our heart..^^.. 

86

83

..

Here I am,
lonely in the endlessness of knowledge =))..

..


Hi there Heenim, remember taking good care of yourself~
from the library in UK with 1<3ve~


..

82

Don't know why,
I can't cry for you easily,
though so many times, I really want to,
when the feeling in my heart is really, really burdensome,

but it's ok,

anything I've suffered,
till now,
is worthy,

you smile, I smile.

81

My Mom said to me,

that,

"when you feel like can't live without one person,

this person is the one you love."

so simple, yet so complicated,

she guides me,

my mission is to find.

Don't know why,

I still believe,

there is someone in this world,

are meant to be with me,

someone I love, truly.

Let's see what the future brings! <3

Yah Heenim, I'm wondering about the girl you love!

80

Please be strong, Heenim.

Then be back to us.

..^^..

We are here, waiting for you,

you know.

79

This heart,

that concert,

YOU.

77

You won't be there,

you will be there.

Super Junior is the last men standing ^^..

75

Don't know what the future brings,

and the past is so precious,

but

today is the best gift.

^^..

Yah, it's getting cold,

please wear more clothes and keep yourself warm..

74

Here comes the 74th!

Heard that you are living good!

Feeling happy~

.. and, you won't forget us, will you?

please be healthy, please take care of yourself~

You know,

the present is the best moment,

which will never never be back,

so just enjoy this moment,

and feel thankful for this,

hehehe.. ^^

'cos no one really know what the future may bring..

73

I go to the library,

trying to study,

being hungry,

being thirsty,

getting tired,

ah.. but it's okay,

till you are there, smiling,

I can endure most of anything :))..

anyway,

< it's bluffing, >

< don't believe me, >

< just praise me for my spirit, >

< kekeke >

72

Do you know that,

I just feel like I haven't ever, ever, give you enough of my day?

71

11.11.11

People keep saying that today is the Single day

why?
1 - 1

it's two together, isn't it?

Today is the day people give each other chocolate bars,

^^

Which one do you prefer?

I'd love the bitter one,

keke,

with me, this bitterness of chocolate is so sweet.

70

:x

69

Ahh..

If you love someone, your heart can feel it, rite?
Why should I ask you? :P..

You look so pale..
T__T
Please take care of yourself.. it's our only request..!

68

À há,
the 68th day ^^..

67

Heenim ah,


you know what,
my friends celebrate your day 6/11 with me ^^..
they said that thankyu for making me happy, which makes them happy,


kekeke,
I'm so happy!!!


Heenim ah,
my mom and dad must be missing me deeply, so does my sister..

66

Heenim ah,

I posted this pic,

then looking at only 8 members,

deleted it,

tried to find another pic,

then looked at their smiles, felt so "Super Junior",

and posted it again..

ahh..

Super Junior is Super Junior

no matter what happens,

till the day you guys don't give up,

we will stay the same,

rite?

have a nice day,

Kim Heechul-ssi ^^..

64

speechless =))

stay healthy, Heenim ah~!

63

"Bad bad bad, you said it again,
Beauty is a sin."


Kekeke. :")

62

do you
believe
that there is a man in the world
that's meant to be with me?


:")

61

This smile.. Aish! :x

60

Ah...

time is sweeping me away..

today is a present, rite?

:D

fighting, Heenim!

59

From now on, I'm 9 hours away from you :P..
9 hours!
Ah.. When I go to bed, it's time you go for a lunch.
When you go to bed, it's time I wander in the library.
When I got a scotch for my night, you may walk in the streets in the sunshines.


Your world. My world. One yet so different.

58

Where are you?

Be healthy, Heenim.

57

:x


Today I wasn't at home..
I travel around with some friends, hehe.


Heenim ah,
Wherever I go, I can proudly say that, I am your fan,
and you change my days.


Kekek,
please take care of yourself,
See you~

56

What are you thinking?

Yah Kim Heechul!

You know what, everything happens for a reason,

I believe that..

Yah Kim Heechul!

We are here, waiting till you come back,

not because of you, because of us,

hehe.

55

Because of you, 

I have no hesitation,

I have no fear,

Live a life like you live,

straight and direct,

keep strong believes,

YAH, Kim Heechul!

Thankyu~ <3

54

Heenim ah,

Sometimes I wonder about my future..

about love,

about life,

Sometimes, I think about you,

these times, I feel no more fear,

I will have to grow up,

just like you did, you do,

This life is bitter and sweet at the very same time..

53

52

I feel like.. URGHH!

You know,

it's my false if I couldn't  be strong enough,

it's also my false if I couldn't keep calm enough,

I don't care too much about what people think,

and I will keep ignoring,

I have my own pride and interests,

kekeke

Heenim ah,

like idol, like fangirl, rite?

51

Yah Heenim!

Today is SMTown in concert!

I miss you more,

I miss SMTown Paris,

I miss Super Show 3,

I miss times when I could look at you, and saw nothing more,

And till now,

I don't want to see anything more,

My eyes that look for you,

I will wait. :P

50

Ah..


Kim Heechul..
I wish I could keep calling you till you answer..


But I know it's worthless,


as if I were a fool..
but I am a fool..


These days, there are some photos about you,
you are healthy,
your skin becomes darker,
you look slimmer,
your hair grows a little bit..


and you look manlier :").


Kekeke.
Heenim ah, fighting!!

49

Ah~
These days are really crazy!!


Heenim ah..


I have spent whole week studying,
then whole weekend playing around~


I love times with Super Junior,
I miss you..

48

You!

>:D<

47

Good morning, Heenim!

These days, I've been crazily busy..

but I know things will be okay soon.

Heenim ah,

everything happens for a reason,

all we have to do is prepare ourselves, and be tough enough to deal with it.

my Mom always says to me,

"you don't do that because it's not your time,

when you have to do, you will do it best,"

Mom believes so, so I believe so.

be healthy, and be with Super Junior, support them, love them,

you will, right?

:x

don't know how to stop thinking about you, keke.

46

Reality is harsh, no matter how much I beg for forever, I would still have to face reality in the end.

~ Kim Heechul

45

Till the end of time,

It's Super Junior that I am falling for this bad,

Heenim ah,

when I think about you guys,

I think about a dream of youth,

I think about the bitter and sweet moments that you share,

the hurt in your body, your mind, and your heart,

your brotherhood,

the dream you are reaching,

It's just the melody of youth,

Heenim ah,

do you know that, you guys, yourselves, are such miracles?

I can not fight against the reality,

but I do adore you guys, no matter what,

Please, please, stay with us,

be our shining stars,

.. till the end of time.